So my two rat boys will be going in for a neauter Friday......in all honesty it's really freakingme out. I'm worried they won't wake up and if they dont I will blame myself. I am trying too look out for them their well being and healthy living. My one has just become completely depressed with leathergic and eating less and less and drinking less and less. I feel horrible and I'm so worried I haven't gotten sleep these past few night tossing and turning and worrying......am I really a bad person?