It's so hard, this is my first mischief of rats and all my babies are literally like my children. I went and got two more girls at the local breeder today, both sisters. Intros are going alright so far, no blood's been shed. But Daisy can be over the rainbow bridge with my dog that we had to put down a few years ago. Loosing pets is harder then loosing people, I'm sorry about your loss as well Binky.