I'm very sorry for you. It sounds like your little old man is ready to cross the bridge. If your Rat is older than 3 he's really a Methuselah and you're very fortunate to have shared life with him for so long. Being with your Rat and having him pass in your arms is truly a blessing; stay with him as much as you can and hold him, tell him you love him, he certainly loves you. Please keep us posted. Sending you and your sweet little boyo comfort from myself and the RF family.