I got rats for the first time with my boyfriend. I got them as babies and tube fed them and saw them grow up, I steadily became more allergic to them and was getting increasingly sick. I'm talking full body rash, fevers, dizziness, difficulty breathing. I had to move out because I couldn't be around them but I still loved them and visited them taking medicine and washing wherever they touched but it got so bad we eventually had to give them back to the spca. I'm having a hard time coping with this and I just want to know if they will miss me too.